who wants to look like a cupcake?

ugh. i've been looking at dresses in a lot of places, and realize that as a chub scout, my options are limited. why do people think chubby girls can only wear floor-length gowns? i don't want to! i want a tea length dress, dammit. which means one thing; i'm going to have to lose some weight. not a lot, my groom-to-be likes me curvy and likes my booty, but i suppose i wouldn't mind losing 15 pounds or so. just so i can buy a dress that doesn't pile on the layers and length. or have a dress made for me that isn't embarrassing in yardage amounts. besides, we all know i don't want a white dress.

also, does anyone else get the feeling that's not the right face for this body? girl looks weird, true story.